Wednesday, September 01, 2004
LA! where am i now? ha! now i am in my school computer lab. waiting for Doom to come. what do i mean? well i am having jap test later, and i did not even study >.< haix, i spent time study last time canot remember how to write =( that why now.. abit... slack. like wasting my dad munnie!! feel so bad, i try to work harder for the next time! hehe suppose to study jap now with my fren, den got this computer to distract me !!! =( aiya nvm, kind of mentally prepare to fail... x.x hmm throat seems to get better now!! after so long! except in the morning i croak more den i talk!
Yeterday i saw chimes online, only can chat awhile as he is busy. he often travel overseas. i was shocked he is online, i mean i was not expecting him! i was yapping on the fone with didi and zhuzhu when my eyes almost pop out when i saw his msn nick! though chat abit...still feel.. i mean ever since i talk to him, i was very happy but i have alot of doubts in my mind now.. actually only few. he ask to meet up this weeken.. dunnoe will meet up mah.(hope really meet!) if meet, i think will not work up, got a feeling he would say, he busy no time for that... but my heart still hope he say otherwise =X i hope i am very wrong... but i think i come up with that cos i scare heart broken. need to build walls incase he destroy it. must have confindence!! sigh.. all i can do now is wait... wait the word remind me of.. when he was in London, he ask me to wait for him...haha whatever, i think i better go look thru my jappy notes le
*pray very hard for the best*
tata!
